I'm going to hell ye all!!

Or maybe I'll end up stuck in limbo forever before I can even get there. Hell seems too ambitious a dream to have.

Reading the above does make me uneasy now. I've usually been able to make at least one dark or mildly funny joke in my head during tough times. This time nothing feels even remotely funny.

Well, I think I'm going to hell cause I'm collecting so much bad karma. Everybody around seems so disappointed in me. I think if I went near Janis, I might just disappoint her as well. Dogs like dead meat better.

In fact I think I should set up my own customer complaint desk to field all the calls. Send me a memo!

I remember when I was on my flight back to this place, I kept praying "Oh please God, can't we land in Jamaica rather than Bangalore?". I mean the two aren't very far,are they? A teensy, little detour could hardly do any one any harm.

Then God granted my wish and sent me to a place that goes by the name 'Rock bottom'.


P.S. Whenever I feel better, I'm quite likely to come back and remove this post. I guess its better to just leave it alone for better or for worse. So what if all this sounds rather pathetic and self-indulgent